All My Fault...

Well, no, not rele, it started off the other way round and i guess my frustration made everythin my fault...but yeah....hurts..though i knew it was all over rite wen i was let down the first time round, i gav it a go...why?? coz, well, i cudnt help it...even if he hates me i still luv him..i always will...just my luck..i knew i was hoping against hopes dat this wud work out for the better...i knew this rite frm the time it was still his fault...but well, life's like dat i guess...i'm not gonna try n change things now but i wish this had ended on a more pleasant note..damn..stil luv u..

So like...wutever!!

Ugh...well..yeah...new year started off like dat..so i'm not gonna blog for a long long time here, but i'l be back...got nowhere else to go to vent anyway, so i'l come back to my beloved blog page...

Back On Track

Whew..its been so long since i used the internet...blame my marks..but yeah, i'm back now, and nothing can change that..unh unh, no way!! So lets see...i spent the last two months slogging my ass off, and for that, i get even worse grades than usual...so i've decided not to study at all..i'm serious...hmm..i lost a lot of friends coz they dint like my best friend..but thats sorted out now... guess all of us needed sum time to see we were being completely immature..so we may not be the best of friends anymore, but we're still on good terms...(thank god, coz i hav to live another year wid them) ...and then on the school front, i am scoring worse than ever before, but also happier than ever before...wish i knew why.. n then patched up wid my best frnd after so many fights..i jus hope ther wont be any other probs..ive had enuf to last a lifetime...so it still looks like our frndship's on shaky grounds, but i dun think anything will go wrong...i hope...and then ther was the accident in which i lost my guy...that hurt...real bad...still does..but yeah..gotta move on.. he wudnt hav wanted me depressed...and then ther's the constant grounding...i get grounded so many times dat it feels like i've been grounded for the last few years...damn!

But yeah, i've learnt ther is no point brooding, coz its not gonna help in any way...n i've learnt life wud be so much easier if i dint let too much touch me or move me deeply...and for his sake, i've finally dropped my atheist views and started believin in god..hope it pays off... so basically, life has been a very problematic bitch, but i'm completely back on track!!

Haha I'm Back!!!

Umm....i'll get back to this, the laptop is in demand rite now...cya!!

Longest Break So Far!!

Ok so i havent taken a break like that in ages...

Why? Simple folks, exams.

Ah, they eat u alive, the wretched things...

But no more talk of that...i spend enuf time worrying abt them, going thru them and wutever else, i'm not talking abt them here too...

So yeah, this friend of mine, man he's soo much fun talking to...

And he acts like a weirdo at times, but he's so totally adorable!!

More about him later...

Thats a pic of him by the way...lolz

Don't ask wut he did!!!!

Shre

The Cutest Sweethearts Around!! :)

Oh man theyre the best u can ask for...my 2 kid brothers in a dad's- friend's house... damn, theyre so sweet!!! dunno how life wud be without them around...here's to the best younger sibs on earth!!!
Cheers!!!! :)

Lol This Soooooo Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so thats Etienne...(hope i spelt it rite)...h'es French, and a great comedian to boot...so u may say, whats so gr8 abt this video?? well, i'll give u some advice..DONT SAY IT!! coz this may not like be his best video or wutever, but i like it...n it shudnt be bothering YOU...

Au'voir!!!!